I admire your honesty. On several occasions I hired 20 to 30 years younger male escorts so that my 60 something year old girlfriend could enjoy some hot, vigorous sex. She would never have done this for herself and absolutely loved it. I find that older women can be very sexual as they have nothing to worry about except the pleasure.
As to age differences these can be a source of discomfiture for either sex. When I was 55 I had a 33 year old mistress. I enrolled her in a film school in New York. One day at the school one of the administrators said to me. "Have you and your daughter considered what she is going to do when she finishes the course"? I thought, 'Do I really look that old'? It was embarrassing. Then of course I took her back to the apartment and had sex with her to remind myself of what the relationship was all about!
And by the way there is such a thing as Mormon porn. It was started by a Jack Mormon named Brooke Hunter.
https://www.mormongirlz.com/