I can't think of anything that triggered it but even a couple of weeks ago I had a dream that I was back in Bahrain and in one of the Shi'a neighborhoods in Manama and being careful to try to avoid being seen by the police. It's now 14 years since the trauma occurred and I still can't shake it. It is not debilitating in any way. I can't travel to the GCC countries as there is a warrant out for my arrest and though theoretically, I am in clear in places like Egypt, Jordan and Tunisia I just don't think that I would take the chance to travel there.